a couple of huge wiscon posts both general and personal, but am still catching up on time stuff from the con. But now I am back in huge financial freakout mode, and am completely out of options. I am overdrawn, not going to make rent, have 59 cents, and am panicking. It is official, I CAN NOT DO THIS. far as I have come, as much help as I have gotten, I still can not stay above water and I just hate myself for it. I am so fucked again. I don't know what to do.