maevele: (fuck)
FUCKING COMPUTER IS FUCKING TOAST. ERRORS WITH MY GNOME POWER MANAGER. TRIED FRESH INSTALL. GOT NEWERRIRABOUT NO LIVE FILE SYSTEM OR SOMETHING?

research implies it may not be total system fail, just a fuckload of fail, combined with my backup sd of my OS being fouled. which, it worked fineacouple installs ago.

but i can't make a new install card on hq's fucking computer. it wasn't enough that my machine was having physical failure at all possible points, now I have system fail too. I can not fix this with duct tape. I cannot, apparently, fix this with anything I have immediately at hand, until I have access to a machinethat can make a bootableflash. the baby thinks we're playing clue. I'mmaget drunk. fuckfuckfuckfuck
maevele: (rdjgun)
TODAY HAS BEEN SHIT. THE KIDS ARE FULL OF ASSHOLINESS, I AM FULL OF HATE AND ANXIETY. THE NEXT MOTHERFUCKER WHO SCREAMS AT ME IS EITHER GROUNDED OR BEAT DOWN WITH A PIPE WRENCH.

ALSO, MY NET ACCESS KEEPS SHITTING OUT ON ME. FUCK THIS SHIT


OH, SHE IS SCREAMING AT ME AGAIN, AND STOMPING BECAUSE HER PAINT MIXING FUCKED UP. BEFORE IT WAS BECAUSE WE ONLY HAD 4 ICE CUBES.
maevele: parkker  looking distressed (parker)

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You want to fucking start your gender policing with a three year old? or rather, criticising parents for not gender policing their kid? she wants to be john, from peter pan. she is three. eat shit. It is to the child's wishes, and it would be better to you that the jolie-pitts force the child into a restricted gender role?

TO HELL WITH GENDERING CHILDREN AT ALL. I mean, really, let a kid be whoever the fuck they are, or you are a giant asshole.

ASDFGHJKLKJHGHJKFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
maevele: (Default)
once I got past all the snark and 'OOOOHH, JUST SHUT YOUR PRIVILEGED ASSES UP AND FUCK YOU' which was m whole responce most opf today


'I am so seriously fed the fuck up with this place, actually. I haven't been a regular here for a loooong time, and I almost never evern read comment threads here, because of these types of issues. I'm stunned by the idea that ON A FEMINIST BLOG we should be having the debate as to whether it is too much to ask not to use oppressive language, and that mods should be active in addressing it? Are you people actually serious? Do we not expect people at more general progressive/liberal sites to make a fairly honest effort to moderate their spaces so as not to allow sexist speech, or we wonder how truly progressive/feminist friendly they actually are? Do we not expect those mods, if not to know for sure what it offensive or not, at least to Listen and Act when it is pointed out? Are we asking for so much more here? Can someone tell me what is different here, that feministing shouldn't be held to the same standard?'
maevele: (Default)
If you've wondered why I haven't said much about this, I keep winding up with like 20 tabs opened, unable to say anything besides 'WTF? FUCKING FUCK THIS FUCKING NOISE'

and then i have to go do something that doesn't make me scream cusswords.
maevele: (chair leg)
OH FOR FUCKS GODDAMN FUCKING ASSBITING SAKE.

www.sfsignal.com/archives/2009/08/toc-the-mammoth-book-of-mindblowing-sf-edited-by-mike-ashley/index.html


REALLY? I NEED BIGGER CAPSLOCK.

And maybe mr difilippo is defending it so hard because if it weren't all white boys he might not have made the cut, if he were up against, say connie willis or octavia butler.

and, no one is saying 'omg, mike ashley hates the wimminzes!'  people are saying, 'maybe, as a white guy, what he finds to be the most mindblowing stories is subconsciously biased towards other white boys, and unless he doesn't care about appealing to a wider audience than hisself and other whiteboys, maybe he should think outside his own skin for a goddamn minute'    If I were putting together an anthology of the most mind blowing skiffy, and realized that every story I picked was written my someone in my demographic, I'd like to think that i would recognizing that i was cherry picking based on my personal tastes, which are influenced by my personal biases,  and unless the anthology was designed for me and mine alone, that i would need to broaden my selections based on more objective standards than my own biased tastes.
but apparently it's an insult to suggest that someone may be influenced by their own tastes and that those tastes are shaped by their biases and society.


I'm just gonna go back to swearing quietly in the corner, because I ain't gonna get through to any of the motherfuckers that don't get it.

especially not with this tone.






maevele: (!$%#)
I installed some shit so stinky would have games while we were in the car with no internet, and now, huzzah, I lost my applications menu. I've uninstalled a bunch of shit, and am scouring the net for how to fix this one simply, but it is not looking simple. If I had a usb loaded with ubuntu, i would wipe and reinstall right now, just to be done fucking with it for a minute. and we're leaving town like any hour now, so I can't call my linux guy.


ETA FIXED LIKE A MOTHERFUCK!
maevele: (dramaatreyu)
the fricking baby just broke my computer. I'm using HQ's. She threw a bigass babydoll with a big fucking head, and cracked my screen with the goddamn thing.


it's actually busted worse than when HQ's broke, and mine sure as shit is not under warranty anymore, and never was under warranty for giant baby head cracks.

I'd post a pic, but mine is the one with the webcam.

I'mma start drinkng now, allright? and then I'm going to go look and see how much money and how fucking hard it is to replace a goddamn netbook screen. I only looked into it a little the last time, because warranty. I know it's fucking almost as much, if not more to have a shop replace the screen as it was to buy the motherfucker in the first place.AAAAAAA



not crossposted to dw, because i don't have that link on this computer and i am too mad to remember my goddamn password..
maevele: (Default)
SERIOUSLY, WTF!

REALLY? REALLY REALLY?

SPEECHLESS ANGRY.


DOMA MY PASTY ASS!
maevele: (ass)
SERIOUSLY, WTF!

REALLY? REALLY REALLY?

SPEECHLESS ANGRY.


DOMA MY PASTY ASS!
maevele: (finger)
WHAT ARE JUMPING UP AND DOWN ON MY LAST NERVE.

Really, i been brewing a couple ideas here for a while, but am finally gonna vomit them out.

I do not understand people who talk about all the privileges they did not have as why they don't get white privilege. I grew up welfare poor,(actually social security poor, so i envied welare kids because they got foodstamps and school lunches) no insurance, raised by a widowed alchoholic abuse survivor mom and her mother. I was mentally different to the point where i no longer had sane privilege early on, and was one of like 4 white girls in my neighborhood, i didn't have local majority privilege, and sometimes even got fucked with for being white.


So you'd think if anyone was gonna pull some "what privilege? just because i was white doesn't mean i wasn't OPPRESSED!" BULLLSHIT IT'D BE ME. but instead, when i irst heard the term White Privilege, i was like "holy shit, there's a name for it" an recognized myself in it. Because since white priv was the only one I had, it was really obvious to me that when i was treated diferent than my classmates and neighbors, it was a white thing.

So, it makes my brain explode when people think lack of other privileges cancel out white privilege. THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS.

ALSO, THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO UNDERSTAND ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE'S PAIN IS THAT YOU CAN NEVER REALLY UNDERSTAND IT LIKE THEY DO.
I could type or an hour about, frex, y labor pains, or my mental episodes, but if you haven't felt them, you can't do more than relate, not understand. So it is not the job of people who have been hurt to try to ake you understand their pain. They can explain what hurt them, and you can FUCKING LISTEN, and try to relate, and accept that ven though you can not understand their pain, it is STILL REAL AS FUCK. AND EVERYONE'S EXPERIENCES OF PAIN WILL BE DIFFERENT.IT DOES NOT MINIMIZE YOUR PAINS TO ACCEPT OTHERS HAVE PAIN TOO.

And as ar as deanding others help you understand, go read, it's out there.

my god, people. stfu.
maevele: (rahm demise)
I kill husband now.


He took the kids out so I could clean the kitchen and slack, and went to best buddies house. Calls me to ask if best buddy could have a sleepover with boykid. Why not, as long as best buddy doesn't fucking hit anyone this time. He takes them out to eat, and then calls to warn me he let them have pop, so don't plan on making cookies or anything, because they hit their sugar limit, and the boys have a new favorite pop. "Mr Pibb XTRA" which is like, dr pepper flavored JOLT. "Xtra" as in "EXTRA FUCKING CAFFIENE! SURE, LET THE 7 AND 9 YEAR OLDS DRINK FUCKDAMNCRACK, WHYDON'TYOU? " He didn't understand why I was laughing and swearing at him on the phone.

So now, yes, they will be SCREAMING HOWLER BUTTMONKEYS OF FUCKING PUNCHY DOOM.
WTF, HUSBAND???!!

/cries
I can't get drunk while someone else's kid is sleeping over, can I?

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