I need to be productive

[maevele]

and get back on the cleaning and packing tip instead of the anxiety and self pity tip. but, uh, I feel like shit. I was such an emotional wreck yesterday that all I want to do today is look for happy of some sort. Like stare at this gif over and over

http://i154.photobucket.com/albums/s249/riversbend/celebs/gifatomdcninni1.gif


and then watch vids. but no. I must clean all the motherfucking things.

Comments

[were_duck]

*hugs* I'm sorry about the anxiety and stuff, I can totally relate to wanting to only have completely happy things handy.

Do you have an mp3 player thing? If not, I would happily give you my old ipod if it's something you think you might want, though it's like 6 years old it still works okay. I don't know if you're into podfic but I find it brightens my 'clean all the things' experience exponentially, and there's some fun Adamfic in the archive if RPF is a line you're willing to cross... Or go for one of your fictional fandoms! There's some good Leverage fic in there.

If you're not into podfic, there's always music!!!

<3 <3 <3

[maevele]

I have an mp3 player, I just can't headphone up while cleaning if the kids are here. and I can't just blast my music because they hate it.

[were_duck]

SAD :( That sucks about no headphones, though I can understand why :/ SOrry dude.

[theotherbaldwin.livejournal.com]

You can do it! You can clean all the things! I believe in you!

[maevele.livejournal.com]

imma clean some of the things. and throw many many of the things the fuck away. fuck the things.

[theotherbaldwin.livejournal.com]

CULL THE THINGS. MAKE AN EXAMPLE OF THEM.