So, I was thinking

[maevele]

about this whole thing where I have confidence and act like I am awesome? It's got a lot to do with you guys. Enough of you have acted like I am awesome, both online and at wiscon and stuff, that at least part of me started believing it. Or like, just figuring if you guys thought I was cool I should play along, and it worked. Not that I think I am some awesome badass rockstar, but I at least believe now that I deserve better than what I had been accepting, and am acting on that.

So thank you guys. Seriously.