6 hours

is how long after missing my goddamn crazy pill that I will start to notice the problem. Now, having taken the crazy pill 6 hours late, the next 18 hours will SUCKSUCKSUCK. And the meds have just been keeping me at a functioning level, not a totally okay level, as it is, so I've been creeping along right fucking on the edge of that gray jello I fall in, and getting a little bit sucked into it even when I am taking the meds, so days I fuck up the meds are really horriblenogood.

Someone wanna come take my kids somewhere tomorrow so I can be a big fucking serotonin fuckedup wreck?