6 hours

[maevele]

is how long after missing my goddamn crazy pill that I will start to notice the problem. Now, having taken the crazy pill 6 hours late, the next 18 hours will SUCKSUCKSUCK. And the meds have just been keeping me at a functioning level, not a totally okay level, as it is, so I've been creeping along right fucking on the edge of that gray jello I fall in, and getting a little bit sucked into it even when I am taking the meds, so days I fuck up the meds are really horriblenogood.

Someone wanna come take my kids somewhere tomorrow so I can be a big fucking serotonin fuckedup wreck?

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[belleweather.livejournal.com]

Ugh. Nathan fucked up his meds yesterday, and he's like you; once he's gotten past the time when he is supposed to take it everything completely falls apart. One freakin' non-medicated day and the house is trashed and everything falls apart completely and it will take us a week to dig out of all the crap. I cannot believe that we used to live like this 24/7!