is there a limit

for how many days in a row I can have that anxiety fist in my chest?

becue this is day fucking 5. 5 days on and of that edge. 2 pretty much panic attacks within that time.

wtf is this shit

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y'know, i totally forgot that when I threw last years shindig, it was sponsored. I have nosponsor this year,and am throwing a party on my own budget. bwahahahahahaah. I can bake a bunch of shit for snacks at it, but I gotta swing somemoney around for a booze budget