I need to be productive

[maevele]

and get back on the cleaning and packing tip instead of the anxiety and self pity tip. but, uh, I feel like shit. I was such an emotional wreck yesterday that all I want to do today is look for happy of some sort. Like stare at this gif over and over

http://i154.photobucket.com/albums/s249/riversbend/celebs/gifatomdcninni1.gif


and then watch vids. but no. I must clean all the motherfucking things.