It has occurred to me

[maevele]

that I may well be entirely fucked. I still only have part of november's rent, and no idea how I'm going to pay december. It's not even that Z isn't paying his share, it's that even with his share I just do not have enough to make this shit happen, and I had to keep the electric on this month and that came out of what I had for rent. None of my other income sources are panning out, and I am fucked.


So I'm fucking begging again. God I fucking hate this.