I hate that I am doing this again.
Feb. 29th, 2012 04:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maevele
Got the taxes back
and even with my share, and getting support friday maybe, I am so fucking short on paying off the back rent so I can get out of this overpriced fucking place. Let alone trying to come up with money to get a new cheaper place.
So, I find myself doing this again, and hating myself. People have helped me so much since I made the ex move out, and some months the donations are the only thing that kept me far enough above water to believe that I wouldn’t have to go back to him, so I fucking HATE that I am asking for even more, but I can not do this on my own yet. Once I get into a cheaper place in a location I can pick up work near, next month, I will actually have a fighting chance of getting on top of things, but I can’t get there without asking for help one last (hopefully) time. I’m still not able to put in a damn button, so here is the direct link for anyone who wants to help.
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=7ATA6VF6RKZP6
and even with my share, and getting support friday maybe, I am so fucking short on paying off the back rent so I can get out of this overpriced fucking place. Let alone trying to come up with money to get a new cheaper place.
So, I find myself doing this again, and hating myself. People have helped me so much since I made the ex move out, and some months the donations are the only thing that kept me far enough above water to believe that I wouldn’t have to go back to him, so I fucking HATE that I am asking for even more, but I can not do this on my own yet. Once I get into a cheaper place in a location I can pick up work near, next month, I will actually have a fighting chance of getting on top of things, but I can’t get there without asking for help one last (hopefully) time. I’m still not able to put in a damn button, so here is the direct link for anyone who wants to help.
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=7ATA6VF6RKZP6
