maevele | (no subject)

A year ago today, well yesterday now, has been a full calendar year since shit went down with my ex, and I had to start a new life, basically. And I have been a fucking wreck all week, and tonight I partied with my housemates for solstice and looked at my life, and I win. For all my problems, I’m happy with where my own decisions have gotten me now that I’m not basing them on certain influences. They haven’t all been good choices, but they’re getting me to a good place, and doing right by my kids, no matter what people may think.

But my god, it has been a hell of a year. And nothing I expected. Going to bed now.