Feb. 25th, 2010
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Feb. 25th, 2010 10:47 pmI hear about andrew koening's suicide, and his history of depression, and I think I'm impressed he kept fighting it til 41. Like, that is a long ass time to fight this battle and finally lose, because of how many times he had to have won to make it past 40.
then I remember that no matter how many tools you develop to keep winning battle by battle, this war is still often fatal. I can't get overconfident about how long I have held out without killing myself. It could still get worse
then I remember that no matter how many tools you develop to keep winning battle by battle, this war is still often fatal. I can't get overconfident about how long I have held out without killing myself. It could still get worse