family

[maevele]

I just messaged my stepsister (exstepsister, with the disowning?) on FB just to ask her how my nieces are, and she has pics of the girls up publicly and just seeing them wrecked me. My older niece is 16, and I haven't seen her since she was 12 and they came to see pobo when she was born. fuck. I lived with this girl when she was a baby. The little one looks like a grown ass woman. and I hate hate hate that I let my stepdad keep the girls away from me just because he was done being family to me. I don't know what they've been told about why they haven't seen me. They may think it was my choice. Pobo doesn't even know about them and hq doesn't remember them.