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[maevele]

I've been avoiding the story for a whole week. I'm not even stuck, just unmotivated. And actually, I have spent all of my available time either reading about and arguing about the emoon drama, or trying to distract myself from the same with things that are hot and fluffy. Like parties and eyeshadow and music and fic and the new mcr stuff. So if I am going to write, I need to drop either the drama or the fluff. Yes, i would write more if I drop both, but fuck that.

So, I am gonna try to ignore people acting like ignorant asshats, and not keep up on the bullshit anymore. It took some thought, but the fluff feeds me and the bullshit drains me, so even though addressing bullshit is more important than fluff, it interferes more with the words, and I need to let them be important too.

Comments

[owlectomy]

Addressing bullshit is important but the first priority is to keep yourself fed. It's hard to accomplish anything by being so drained.