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Jun. 12th, 2009 03:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
maevele
My grandmother on my dad's side is going fast. I should go up tomorrow and say my goodbyes. It's four hours each way, and I cant decide whether to drag the kids with, or leave them in town with Z. I'd love for her to see the kids before she goes, but I don't want them to remember her as a sick dying woman in hospital, y'know? But I've not been away from sinbad for that long, (10-12 hours) ever, and I just don't fucking know what to do. It'll be more pleasant for them if i go without them, I guess. OTOH, if we all go, they'd get to meet some of my cousins' kids. Oh, and there's all this drama among some of the rest of myy family up there that I want NOTHING to do with.
My other option is to curl up and cry for a couple days, until I get the call that she's gone and it's too late.
She's my last surviving grandma, and I haven't seen her in five years now.
My other option is to curl up and cry for a couple days, until I get the call that she's gone and it's too late.
She's my last surviving grandma, and I haven't seen her in five years now.
